i'm empty without you

i need you Jihah . hope you can hear this :'(

22nd April . i hate it .

sial baie buduh ampang klabit bauta . baie bah, stress ku. antah eh .

sory ja mun ku na layan kau lg . Bh eh, buduh ja cni ni . Out lu .

assalam

why all girls are same ?

salam . Bukn tjuk kta ri ni tu, sj2 tu . Ahahaha . Td ptng, Boo fc vs. Tiang, we won 6-0, im on the score sheet man . And also clean sheet . Ahaha, 1st goal x uh, even its a penalty, tp lawa, ahahaha xD siuk yaw . Ahaha, p lutut kanan ku sket uh, huhu .

out lu, assalam .

go on with my life, keep moving forward .

i miss you . tapi aku inda tau apa patut ku buat now :S maybe ia ada boyfriend sudah . huhu

i miss you

to jihah =') ;
i still love you, cinta ku arah mu, nda bkurang . nda ku tau knpa . ku syng arah mu maseh =( nda ada dgn ku, urg yg ku syng, tinggalkan aku . Honestly, even ada yg suka aku, cinta ku alum brubah . Kalau kau na g mau kn aku, ok . Aku try utk lupakn kau, aku try tuk nda cintakn kau lg . I hope, you aint gonna do this to another guy k . Aku doakan kbhgiaan mu w/o aku =')

to my sis qilah:
thanks jua comfortkn aku, you said, im awesome =) ehe, p drmh aku ngaleh . Ehe .

life must goes on =') tapi, kenapa aku yang sakit, sedangkan aku yang mencintai driny .

16th April .

apa ada ? aku rindu iaaa :S

*sigh* -.-"

p/s: to whom it may concern, may Allah bless your f*cking love !! I ain't give up !

the new me, ahaha .

assalam .

sory na te update blog ku kmren xD ahaha. Sorry guys, so, aku update about today ja keh .

bangun kul 5, nyaleh nyamu, tdur kul 3, namau tdur, men game ku, ahaha . Then mandi n smbyg subuh, pastu, jalan 5.45 am ke pte katok, biasa, urg canteen, awal2 dtng, ahaha . X knalan ma pkerja sna, waah, aku bisa cakap indon sudah xD ahahahaha, ashteplajim xp gagagagaga . X kn, arnd 6.30, ke dpan uh, gla, bnjir, gagagaga . Krja ku mnyiut aing, ahahaha . X ku siut2, nda mau abes aing uh, mintal ku atu, ahaha, 80% gny siap bah, skit punggung ku tunduk2 tu, ahahaha, complain plng ni aku uh xD gagagagagagaga . then mutik sampah, iatah relax plng, duduk2 gny ku dblkng, tp buring jua ku, mndgni drng mnjual tah ku . Atu ramai, ahahahaha .

then, ptng kul 1.30pm k league, day 2, start . Aku duduk dblkng canteen mliat =D ehehe . Then, as usual, mutik smpah n mbrsihkan . Kali, blek 5.30, lalah ku eyh, ttdr bh ku dkrta . Bnrny mlm ku klas mlm bah, dtng rumah trus ngampai . inda tah ku klas malam, nyahahaha .

then bgn, liat wrestlemania 25th, siuk ey, ahahaha . So, aku kn tdur jap g, sal bgn kul 5, krja kul 6 . Then ptng blwan, our match, boo fc, ahaha . Wish we luck =) bh, out lu . to be continue tomorrow.

assalam .


p/s: i miss you Nur Najihah

i'm not the pefect one for you !

i miss you so damn fucking much !! :'(

my favourite day x aah ri ni xD

assalam .

pagi bgn kul 8, bnrny kn jumpa bpa c dayat d katok, x ny, ada ia msg, ri ahad ja jumpa, ahaha, sanang ati ku, tdur ku trus ey xD ahahahaha . bgn kul 1 lalu, haha, mandi smbyng makan .

then my bro tny ku, ku kn ekut ke katok kh nda, liat k league uh, x au sj tya . Siuk lah dsna, bnyk bni2 lawa, ahaha, nada deh xD ahahaha . X kn asi united manang lawan tiang, coz slasa ni, boo fc lawan asi united, argghh, my ambition is, clean sheet all of the games =D insyaAllah . blek kul 5.30, then drumah mandi, then smbyng asar, then nunggu maghrib, then solat maghrib . X blateh tausyeh, smpy 9 lalu . utk prtandingan rtb =D insyaAllah jua kami johan taun ani xD ehehe, Amin !

then, arnd 10, ke industrial parkland, men street . Ahaha, aku score, p kmi kalah, gagagagaga . P nda papa, friendly jua sj, ahahaha . Yng pnting, kami champion xp ahaha . Iatah, time kmi men tu, ada tia urg staie, minum dsna, kra gangster lah, ahahaha . Mun bru2an wang, ahaha, skajap ja ku main td, sal sakit bh kaki ku xD ahahaha . Iatah mcm2, bklaie lah drng uh, mati, ahahahaha . Ntah eh, nda ku mau ceta sal atu xD Gagagagaga .

bh, out lu . Assalam

3rd of April combine with 4th of April . ahaha . my day x aaa .

assalam .

ku bangun kul 7.45, kn ngajar bah tu, x k jamban ku trus, nyambung tdur pulang, ahahahahahaha . Then bgn lah ku, pastu mandi, arnd 8, bru jalan ke masjid, dtang 8.20 am, x ngajar .x blek rumah, Tdur ku trus ey, then bgn kul 12.57 p.m, ahaha, aher jua dah tu, cuci muka, kai bju, then jaln kmsjd . Ktra jua tu ku tdur nda kai bju, ahaha, maklum,panas xD ahahahaha . X blek arnd 1.30pm, blek umah, memanat, liat tv . Ahaha, buring bah . Kali kan, dtng my dad, ia suruh switch on air cond, sal kan blteh tausyeh, anjuran rtb uh =D

then, bni2 bnyk dh dtng, yg paloiny, kaka ku gtau drng laki2 pas asar dtng, blum paloi g tu, yg paloiny, kul 5.30 bru th drng datang, ahahaha . Bnr plng lpas asar, p fhm2 lah, kul 4 tu, dtang tah, ahahahaha . X blatih lah, then maghrib rehat, mnikmati jamuan, pas tu, smbyng maghrib, then liat Brunei main d tv, natau sapa manang =D ehehe . X kn, krta bru dtng dah, cefiro, i like the body xD ahahaha . Iatah kn, bsai wah . 2nd hand plng, bru 2 taun, yg heranny, mileage ny, bru 18k+ ahahaha, jarang bnr bpakai tu . Ahahaha .

then, ngantar c adi blek ke lambak, btah ni wah, kul 9 dtng krumahny, then aku tdur dkrta lah, kaka ku ceta ma c adi dluar, smpai ku ttdur, ahaha, buring banar ku, manatah kn jw, aku rindu my jihah :S . Ok, blek kpada crta . X kan, kul 10, bru smpai rmh, then brutah ku begila sama adi bradi ku xp ahahaha .

then, on the mid of the night, 4th April, atu hari ku waa, tapi nada urang yangku sayang :S .

last but not least, i love you Nur Najihah bt Abi Najihah .

assalam

Damn, i hate 2nd April, ahahaha

tadi bangun kul 11, ahaha, nyaleh ku bah . ahaha . then mandi, then makan, lapar baa . aku bgn tu sal lapar x ah, ahahahaha . x kn mandi bru smbyng . then liat tv, ahaha . well, as usual, ahahahahaha . x kn, ptng td men game gny, ahaha, nada kn dbuat xp kn bjln pun, buring . ahahaha . apakn aku uh, ktwa sj . mcm hyena nah, lrus kh nda tu ijaanny, gagagaga . x kn, kul 6 td, ku harap2 kn my mum lum blek bah, nda ku klas mlm, sal nada urg ngantar . ahahaha, x ny, 6.30, dtng tia drng, ahahaha . damn eh, hampa ku, huhu .

then, arnd 7 lalu ku dtng ke nursing college uh, ehe, x ada urg tua wah, nda plng tua bnr. Tua g c awang, ahaha, astagah, bdusa eh . X ny kn, aku serious ja jalan, drng ni liat2 aku, gay x uh, aha . X ku liat klas ku kusung, happy dah ku, kn nipun my mum, ahaha, upany drng pndah klas ujung, damn eh, malang kan . Then msuk, c el happy, ia pnggl nama ku, ahahaha . Gla yoh, aku pun heran, x drng rndue aku, durang gtau, salny AKU JARANG DATANG . gagagagaga . Mac, skali gny ku dtng bh xp ahahaha . X blajar, yng payuyny, blek2 ku liat jam bah, gagas kn blek, ahahaha . X 8.30, abes . Nda ku msuk klas usuluddin, nyaleh ku nyamu, gagagagaga . X blek, ada fwzan msg my bro, kn bwa men futsal, x dtng rmh, smangat lah ku, lapar plng ku, futsal puny psl, nda ku kira . X upany, sial eh, men street dmulaut, tmpt industrial parkland uh, babi eh, mintal ku atu, nda ku men bah, ahahahaha

smua kna tipu leh c FAWZAN uh, ahahahaha . Nanti ko zan uh, smwa kmi kna tipu yo, ahahaha . Tp siuk pln drng men, pacah mliat . C tam, trick of the month tu eh, ahahahaha, c fawzan wah tetipu, gagagaga . Ole, ahaha . Kali kn, abes arnd 12 plng, b4 12 lah, hee . X ke keboy ku, bli cucur pisang, lapar, ahaha . Btah dh ku nahan lapar tu xD aahaha

to be continue. . .

assalam .

1st of April . ada urg kna April fool xD

today, 1st of April . Ahahaha, bnyk urang kna April fool yaw xD ahahahaha . Sorry to whom it may concern, ahahahahaha . Ashteplajim xp . Iatahkn, td ku bgn pg kul 10 x, x amah ku bgni wah, eksen ku na mndgr, ahahaha, x tutupny aircond, then bukany tabir, mnahan ktwa ku, ahahaha, kurang asam tu ia uh, aku mimpikn c jihah time tu, ahahahahahahahahahaha . Ashteplajim ! Lain2an bah, ahahaha . X kn, bgn ku, then mandi . X ke PTE Katok, kn jumpa urg canteen, x ny kn, nda tia ada bpa c dayat ni, ahaha, nseb bek ku nyuruh kaka ku tnggu, mun nda, memaloi ku dsna, ahahahahaha .

and then, iyaaah, speaking blek, ahahaha, mlsth ku, mun kai lappy, bruth xp sal ada confident tu bah, ahahahahahahahaha . X kn, blek ku krmah, men psp, game fifa handheld manager 2009, ahahaha, siuk nyamu, pai ttdo . Siuk bnr jw 2 xp ahahahaha . Kalikan, bgn kul 12, mkn ku then ambl wudhu, and solat . X 1.30 aga my brother di PTE Katok with sister . X smpy rmh, mliat tb, memaloi dpn tb, ahahahaha .

then, aftr smbyng asar, ada mc frm fawzan, ku tpun kn, x ny, ia mbwa mliat pte katok lwn mragang, manang pte katok, ahahaha, 2-1, ahaha, nseb bek jw goal, mun nda, extra time, ahahaha, then, dri smja ke md, slingkuh lawan asi . Slingkuh puny game x uh, keeperny wah bangang, gagagagagaga . Leading dh 1-0, then 2nd half, 1-3, blek ku trus eh . Buring bah, keeperny cuai, agagagagaga . X kn, blek umah, then smbyng , mandi plng dlu 2 xp kalikan, jalan sma fawzan ke aewon d mulaut, ambel bju, bju team . Lawa yoh, ahahaha, pink g tu, gagagagagagagagagagaga . Then blek ku, mkn, ahaha, lpar xD ahaha, pastu, tgh mlm, ku mc c jihah, number busy wah ='D ia ada bf bru dah kali . Congratz to her :'/

bah, tdur lu, aher dah ni . Assalam all

today. unlucky day .

My Gf, jihah, broke up with me . she wanted to :S i don't know why, maybe she got a new guy :( it's okay, as long ia happy :'D i still love her . tapi kenapa ia tuduh aku yang bukan bukan ?? :'(

sigh

Ya Allah, berikanlah aku kekuatan :'(